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[05 Feb 2010|04:20pm]
[ mood | confused ]

I am so confused!!! I don't know what to do in life! Now I'm thinking...omg...should I change my entire program and go into what I originally - like ORIGINALLY - wanted to go into? Which would be astronomy and astrophysics...or should I just stick with accounting?! I mean I like both, but I guess astronomy has always been my passion and its just something I've always wanted to pursue...

...except my parents always told me I wouldn't make any money in that field.

Which is half true. I mean I'd have to get my degree in physics first, go into grad school if I wanna be an astronomer - which is what I want - and then blablabla.

Then I'm all....wait, I don't WANNA be stuck in a room for 5 billion hours looking at stars! I mean I'd love to look at the cosmos and stuff, but I wanna have a normal life, 9 to 5, come home, be with the fam, go out with my hot hubby (if I manage to find a hot hubby...). But I know I can have that kind of life if I'm an accountant.


I'm even confused about what to do with my hair! Should I cut it?! Should I grow it out?! Should I layer it out?! Should I even dye it?! I don't know!!!

Then I wanna change up my entire room. Should I get a loft kind thingy with the table at the bottom and bed on top? How diff would it be! And my mom wouldn't like that! B/c she has a fear of bunk beds. And I'm pretty stupid...what if i fall off?!

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[13 Dec 2009|04:32pm]
Finally...two exams done. This week was utter hell. I slacked off for a good while and when exams came...and a pile of assignments...omg!!! Never again. This was one of the first times I had a taste of those awful 'all-nighters' and I can safely say I will NEVER EVER do that again!!!! It was the WORST feeling in the world, getting only 2 hours of sleep, waking up at 4 am just to study stuff you missed in class only to write an exam in a couple of hours! I cannnnnot stress this enough. It was bad, just really bad.

I felt like a complete zombie.

Anyways, my next exam is on the 22nd and I just came home yesterday...without my books and anything school related. I just need a break!!! I will start studying for finance on Tuesday.

Last night, on my way to Toronto, I fell asleep on the bus...yes I know...then I wake up and look around me and the bus is stopped at some weird/random place and I'm just like...wtf?! And I go back to sleep and the bus starts moving so I wake up again and realize that was my stop!!! So I run to the front like a complete idiot, tell the bus driver I fell asleep - to which he remarked "why the hell would you fall asleep on a bus?" - and he let me off, thank God.

Called my parents, they picked me up at Kennedy Station, got pizza, came home, watched 2012 and omg, let me just say, I am effing glad I did not waste $10 on a movie ticket + another $10 on popcorn for that movie. I had such high expectations for it...I was dying to see it in theaters!!! I bugged all my friends about it. I was quite disappointed, I have to say. It really wasn't as good as I thought it was going to be. Too many characters, too much this and that, the action was exaggerating and it all happened at once, too fast. Ugh, so bad.

Anyways, ate chocolate, went to bed and fell asleep right away! So I think my sleep patterns are back to normal now. I plan to go out tomorrow - because God knows, I need a day at the mall! - and maybe meet up with some friends.

Annnnnnnnyways...that's all!
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[24 Nov 2009|02:54am]
I'm listening to that Lenny Kravitz song, Fly Away, LMAO! Hahahahaha...damn I wish I didn't have school and could really 'fly away' :( This song reminds me on grade 7!

But um...is this song about getting high? Or am I just retarded?

Anyways, accounting quiz tmr and I missed classes so now I have to study on my own and can't sleep until I'm done with liabilities :(

Went home on the weekend, did shopping, ate chocolate, completely procrastinated (hence why I am up right now).

The tip of my index finger on my right hand is completely numb...and has been so for a few hours! I don't know why! Well I was carrying grocery bags, so that may be why. I even called a nurse!

Back to studying :( I hate school.
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O.m.g [17 Nov 2009|06:31pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Holy macaroni, an update after, like...what? A year? More than a year? Oh my goodness. I just felt like writing something. So I got my accounting midterm back today and I did extremely horrible and am very upset and determined at the same time. This is supposed to be my major! I can't be doing as bad as my midterm mark! :( The last 2-3 weeks I've felt very lazy and didn't do much...I didn't even go to class! I don't know why I felt that way but its getting better.

I've picked up on a bad habit. First it was cough syrup now its actual sleeping pills...I'm trying to convince myself that there's nothing wrong with that but I know its wrong. It's just so hard to fall asleep some times and by the time I fall asleep, its actually time for me to wake up and then I'm tired for the rest of the day and can't concentrate on anything. The fear of not being able to pay attention in class (or get hit by a car when crossing the street) makes me think its okay to take a sleeping pill every now and then. How harmful can it be anyway?

Overall, university is okay. Not good, not bad. My roommates are great (thank the good lord!). In terms of grades, I was doing well and I kinda started slacking...so...I need to start doing well again before I - dare I say it - fail a course. I can't afford to fail. But I have faith in myself, I usually end up doing quite well at the end of it all not matter how much I slack and how many assignments I skip.

What else? That's pretty much it...

My parents are coming by to drop some stuff off since I wasn't able to go home this weekend (yes I know...). Oshawa is growing but still, its not even comparable to Toronto. How I miss Eaton Center. And Scotiabank theater! And Moxie's! :(

Man, its so effing hot in my room...and I'm wearing a damn sweater.

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[28 Oct 2006|02:49pm]
[ mood | blah ]

Good Lord I'm tired of physics, can't even do the fucking basics
I don't care about centripetal force, I just need to pass this course
Man this shit's so gay, I don't even get good grades or get paid.


I discovered I can freestyle while taking a piss.

Lmfao, stop laughing people...

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[16 Oct 2006|05:43pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

We had a heinous fight over the phone last night.

It was an hour and 30 minutes long. Well actually, the first 30 minutes went really well. We were talking about how "fun" Friday was. And then he mentioned stuff I didn't want him to mention...AGAIN!!!! WTF?!

That one line ticked me offfffff soooooooooo badly. 

Then he was like "I'm blocking you on MSN right now, as we speak", and I was like "NO YOU BITCH! I'M BLOCKING YOU FIRST YOU PIECE OF SHIT!" 


Anyway, the point is, I deleted the jackass off my phonebook, blocked him on MSN, and told him if he ever called me that I'd kick his fucking ass. 

I AM waiting for an apology. But I'm not going to accept it though. Yes I know I'm a bitch. 

Anyway, this time, its over, over, OVER. There wasn't anything to begin with (I didn't want anything to start), but he sorta wanted to force things to happen. If he thinks I'm someone who has no self-respect + value + confidence, then he can kiss my brown naked ass man.

Mikey called him at lunch to mess around with the jackass, and made that noise from The Grudge, and I fell down laughingggggggg.

On a happier note...


This will give me time to finish my philosophy + family studiesssssssssss.

K, I'm out! :D

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[12 Oct 2006|12:49am]
[ mood | blah ]

I am stressed out to the maxxxxxx...well not really.

I was when I came home from school though! I have a physics assignment due tomorrow, a philosophy thing due tomorrow, AND A TEST! I'm going to die!

Studied, talked on the phone, studied, watched TV for ten minutes, studied for another five minutes, got tired so here I am...

Anyway. I talked to the Ottawa-Guy. He wanted to tell me some stuff...and he did. Apparently I'm one of the only people that know about it. And he stills likes me. Apparently I 'swept him off his feet' :S

But I don't feel the same way. He kept saying how he screwed things up. I kept saying he didn't. But he did. His loss. Haha. Omfg, Im such a bitch. Anyway, he told me yesterday that he wanted to ask me to be his 'girlfriend' this Friday...ONLY if we didn't have THAT conversation three weeks ago, the one where we sort of had a fight. Annnnnd plus I told him how I feel about him.

I just laughed. And today he was like how he really wants to see a movie with me...alone. I don't know...I don't think that's a good idea. I mean, I know we're just friends...but....nah...

I think I offered him little hope though...I was like "maybe...later...VERY VERY VERY later..." but I don't think I should have said that. Now he'll think he has another chance, which he doesn't. Or at least I don't want to give him like a THIRD chance...*sigh*

I HATE BOYS!!! Now I understand why so many girls say that.

And the guy that likes me...doesn't smell like chicken curry after all...and ya know...he's actually sorta cute :D

OMFG!!! HE GOT A 98 IN CALCULUS LAST YEAR!!!! LIKE...TURN ON!!!! Sorry, I like smart guys...haha. 

He can help me with physics at lunch!

I SORT of talked to him today...

Do I like him? ...well...I think he's sorta cute...so I don't know...

Anyway...I feel so bad for Michael :( I know we've only known each other for....5 weeks? But still! Apparently he and his girlfriend broke up over the weekend...because she was playing around :( And she's pregnant too! With some other guy's child. And he lost his MP3 today! He had suuuuuch a bad day today. Awwwww.Then Liss ended up telling him how she liked him for like a week and apparently this other guy likes him too. That made him feel better...a LITTLE bit.

Anyway...back to work for me. I hate school. School is gayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

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[28 Mar 2006|09:03pm]
[ mood | blank ]

I am so pissed!

Well not really.

Just a few weeks ago, she told me that we could be very good friends because we are "similar", only if I don't betray her. I think she was referring to what happened during Xmas last year, with the betray thing. Anyways, I was kinda like...k, why bring that up? 'Course, I didn't say that out loud.

Anyyyyways...on Friday, she asked me to go home with her...using her route. And I didn't. Because I didn't want to. But I told her because I had to go with my friends. And she got mad. Like literally. And that day, I was kinda annoyed with everything myself, so I just didn't give a fuck, and I left her there, and I just went home with Kashfia and Hardi. I said I would call her but I didn't...

Moving on, today in law, we were told to get into groups. So I turned around because she sits behind me, and she's like "I'm already in a group of 4" and I was kinda like...wtf. She's my "friend"...it is common sense to be in the same group with your "friend".

So I went around the class looking for a group...everyone had a group already. So I had to go to the teacher and be like "I don't have a group". That was embarrassing. But I got into a good group in the end.

So at lunch, she comes up to me, and she's like "are you mad?" and I was like no, and then she asks me to sit and eat lunch with her.

Omfg. I almost laughed. I think. I think even Kashfia almost laughed.

Bitch, I am not your slave.

I'm sorry, but if we didn't get along last year, and it's only been like, two months, and we're still not getting along, lets NOT be friends.

No offence, if she still thinks I'm her "friend", then clearly, God, or the whatever supernatural being exists, forgot to install a brain into her head.

Am I making a big deal out of this? Lol. Oh well.

Speaking of law...I have to do that law thing.

Job-hunting tomorrow. Yay? I hope I get hired sommmmeeeewhhherrreee.

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[27 Mar 2006|06:03pm]
[ mood | busy ]

*GASP* I CAN'T DROP DATA MANAGEMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...that means I actually have to study for tomorrow's test...

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Business ISU due this Friday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!! Calculus test.

What am I doing on the computer?

Well I'm getting off now.

Come to think of it...I only got on like, 4.5 minutes ago. Hmm...yes, I will go "study" now.

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[25 Mar 2006|12:46am]
[ mood | awake ]

I was coming home from school today listening to Michael Jackson and then some woman stops me and hands me a card, and I was like...okay. And I read it:

I have 5 children and no food. My husband is dead. Please give me some money. God bless you.

And I was like :|

At first I didn't know what that meant (yes I know I'm retarded). She didn't know English that well. She was standing in front of a mosque and she had a scarf on her head and everything...so I assumed it was some religious...thing. Anyway, so I kinda asked her what she wanted me to do...and she wanted money. And I had none. So I gave her three bus tickets...and I said I'd be back with more money because I lived like, 4 seconds away from where she was standing.

I told my mom and she got scared. She brought $10 but she wanted the woman to go in the building lobby and the woman didn't so I gave her 4 more bus tickets.

Then she told me to tell my mom to buy her some fruits...

Anyway, my I went to my mom and she got kinda pissed because she thought the woman was lying and she also thought she was greedy. My mom was like how she shouldn't have taken all my bus tickets even though I gave them to her...

Oh well.

I still feel bad for not being able to help out as much as I wanted to.

Came home finally...ate macarnoi salad...watched something on TV...went to bed...woke up at 11...and here I am...on the computer.

God, does anyone know any good songs?? (Upbeat/fast kinda songs...you know...ones I can dance to in front of the mirror or in the bathroom when no one's watching...)

...I am bored.

Oh, sorry I didn't call you back Linda. It was 11 PM and I just thought...haha.

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[21 Mar 2006|07:04pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Today was awesome!!!!!!!!

Kashfia and I got into the talent show for FREEEEE!!! Thank god we didn't waste 5 bucks on the tickets though. Anyway, what happened was, we 'borrowed' two tickets from our friends and told our teacher that we had tickets for the show, and at first, we thought he had a list of our names or something like that, or whatever, and we totally freaked out. But in the end, the teacher believed us and let us go and we got into the talent show. Haha. It was sooo cool. Oh, the talent show was pretty lame though. Only two of the nine acts were worth my precious time :D


Anyway...you know what's funny? I have a digital camera and I don't use it. Is that weird or is that retarded? Don't answer that. I think it's because my cousins fucked around with my camera and screwed up the flash and now I don't like my camera anymore :|

I'll bring it tomorrow for the law trip...

Oh yeah...law trip...

7:45 am tomorrow...THE HORROR!!!!!!! I don't even WAKE up at that time! God!


Oh yeah: Today I made macaroni. It tasted good :D

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[19 Mar 2006|11:07pm]
[ mood | indescribable ]


*rips out hair*

SCHOOL TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!


OH FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!! LAW ISU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


...oh shit...CALCULUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT THE FUCK DID I DO THIS MARCH BREAK?!?!?!??!?!!!?!?!!??!?!!

Well actually it was fun...BUT OH MY FUCKING LORD!!!!!!!!

Okay, this is my excuse for all my teachers tomorrow: Sorry, one of my many uncles died...and...yes. I was sad, thus I could not do my assignments. Yes, I had to fly all the way to Bangladesh for the funeral. And I left all my homework in that country too. Oops. Sorry sir.

I hope that works :|

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[16 Mar 2006|11:02pm]
[ mood | blah ]

K, I got absolutely no sleep last night because I was shit scared about that movie I saw and I thought if I closed my eyes to get some sleep

1. Those things from the movie would come and eat me alive (because they were cannibles); or

2. They would rape me and I would end up pregnant with disfigured children.


Navila's this Saturday! Yay! I'm going to get a copy of that prank calling conversation thing we recorded, lol.

Homework is...not going very well. I'm fucking freaking out mannnnnn. I'll get it done though. I hope.

Today was such a gorgeous day; I just wanted to strip naked, go outside, and run down the streets in my bra and underwear. Don't ask me how I would still have my bra and underwear on if I stripped naked...

Yes. That was graphic and uncalled for.

But oh well.

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[15 Mar 2006|10:48pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Kashfia...don't worry about what happened today (about me not wanting to come over to your place). I got kind of paranoid and thought my parents were planning to ask you something about me or whatever, and I freaked out, and I didn't want to come over just to be the spotlight of whatever my parents were planning.


I got new lip gloss. I couldn't open the lip gloss. Neither could Linda. Neither could the cashier...and the other cashier. So we had to waste 15 minutes returning it... :| (Linda, it's actually very good!) It's ice cream flavoured! :D :D :D :D

The Hills Have Eyes...Advice: don't watch it. Seriously. Or, don't watch it while you're eating pop corn...omfg. It was soooo scary. I think I ripped Linda's arm off. Seriously. It was soooo fucking scary. There was this scary scene...and half the popcorn literally flew out of the bag cause I got scared. Holy shit. It was...very scary.

Saw Hamel. Apparently he was working.

Saw Nayeon. Linda saw an old friend from 8th grade.

My hair felt like shit today cause I ran out of Physique! I was so mad.

Took pictures. The first one actually came out good! Haha.

...must get back to homework. Omfg. I can't do my fucking ISU's.

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[13 Mar 2006|03:48pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

K, so I 'accidentally' lost more weight than I wanted to. Oh well.

The weather is sooooo gross today. Omfg. Ew.

I wanna get a hair cut. I think. I'm not sure.

I'm sooo confused.

That weirdo asked me out on MSN yesterday and I was like...no. Well I didn't say no, because I didn't know how to...so I was just like...yeah, well I don't really know you, bla bla bla.

My dad bought TimBits today. We're still not talking. Me and my mom are though.

I haven't gone shopping yet since March Break. Omfg. I wanna buy a skirtttttt. And some flip flops.

I am bored.

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[12 Mar 2006|04:04pm]
[ mood | amused ]


OMFG!!!! So my friend came over yesterday, and we were going to prank call all the guys that gave me their number, but we couldn't find their number, so we were planning on calling my friend's perverted cousin, but then, for some reason...we got out the entire Toronto Yellow Pages...and we called pizza places...and omfg...it was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO funn!!!!

Pizza Place: Hello, Domino's Pizza.
Me: *makes fart noise*
Pizza Guy: Sorry, may I have your # please?
Me: *makes fart noise and hangs up*

HAHAHAHAHAH!!! Omfg! Then we called Pizza Hut:

Pizza Girl: Hello, Pizza Hut, Colleen speaking.
Me (Indian accent): Do you seel pheesh?
Pizza Girl: ...pizza?


Omfg. We called allllllll the pizza places, allllll the restuarants, then we called the night clubs, and two strip clubs. Oh lord.

Guy: Club 94...
Me: Hello...I like to run around naked.
Guy: Who?

OMFG!!!!!!!!! Wtf man! HAHAH! Why would you ask who?!?!? LOL!!!!!!!

Another club: Hello.
Me: Your mom.
Lady: Sorry?
Me: Your mom.
Lady: Sorry, can you speak up?
Lady: Your mother?

HAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!! OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!! Me and my friend called over 100 places. We video taped the WHOLLLEEE thing. Omfg.........we have like, over 1 hour's worth of footage. Hahahahahahahahhaa!!!

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[11 Mar 2006|05:20pm]
[ mood | happy ]

So apparently I DON'T owe Carmen a dollar. That bitchhhh, lol. I actually believed that because I owe so many people money. Haha.

Anyways. I'm sooooo glad it's March Break. I seriously needed a break from evvvverythingggggggg.

Planning to dye/cut my hair over the break. Not sure about how to cut it though. I might just get a trim or something.

Linda, lets have sex over the March Break :D


Ooooohhh...I still haven't bought lip gloss yet. Ew.

I feel like going outside and watching the clouds. I love today's weather. Sunny, hot, super awesome.

I promised to do an hour of calculus a day this March Break.

OMFG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY FOUND WATER - LIKE, REAL LIQUID WATER!!! - ON SATURN'S MOON!!! W.T.F.....!!!!!!! LIIIIIIQUID WATER!!!!!!!!!! HOLLLY SHITBALLS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My friend's coming over today. We're planning to prank call all those guys and do what Zack did to the pizza guy: "Hello. I am Dot Hagen. I have breasts." HAHAHA. Omfg!! Can't wait! And then we're going to shout mean things at passerbys from my window/balcony. Yes. That's always fun and mean.

Oh poo. I missed a law test, calc quiz, and didn't hand in my data ISU. Oh well. Fuck that and everything with it. Apparently Sinthu didn't hand in her ISU either...but I think that was because she got drunk the night before.

I am bored.

Goddddddd...today is suuuuch a beautiful day!!! I can make out with the weather!!!!!!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D I love today!

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[09 Mar 2006|07:17pm]
[ mood | busy ]

Auditions today. I honestly don't know what they thought of me. Carolyn was really good in her part. I think I was lacking movement; I had the emotion and kiiiind of memorized my lines. Oh well. I heard that the play was going to take place inside the Drama room, which means the audience won't be big, which means...I don't mind if I don't get a part. I thought it was going to be some sort of big play on the stage. Guess not.

It will be extremely flattering if I get a part, but what I'm saying is, if I don't, then I won't be sulking in the corner of a room being a retarded dip fuck. I would have, if the play was a big play.

Don't ask. It's a psychological thing.

Anyways...I'm taking a break from my data ISU, so...

Stolen from black_dranzer:

- 100 Yes's or 100 No's
- You can only say yes or no
- You are not allowed to explain anything.

1. Taken a picture naked? no
2. Painted your room? no
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? no
4. Driven a car? yes
5. Danced in front of your mirror? yes
6. Have a crush? yes
7. Been dumped? no
8. Stolen money from a friend? no
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? yes
10. Been in a fist fight? yes
11. Snuck out of YOUR house? yes/no
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? no
13. Been arrested? no
14. Been arrested more than once? no
15. Made out with a stranger? no
16. Met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? yes/no
17. Left your house with out telling your parents? yes
18. Had a crush on your neighbor? no
19. Ditched school to do something more fun? yes/no
20. Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? yes
21. Seen someone die? no
22. Been on a plane? yes
23. Kissed a picture? no
24. Slept in until 3? yes
25. Love someone or miss someone right now? no
26. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yes
27. Made a snow angel? yes
28. Played dress up? yes
29. Cheated while playing a game? yes
30. Been lonely? yes
31. Fallen asleep at work/school? yes
32. Been to a club? no
33. Felt an earthquake? no
34. Touched a snake? no
35. Ran a red light? no
36. Been suspended from school? yes
37. Had detention? yes
38. Been in a car accident? yes
39. Hated the way you look? yes/no
40. Witnessed a crime? yes
41. Pole danced? yes/no ;)
42. Been lost? yes
43. Been to the opposite side of the country? yes
44. Felt like dying? yes
45. Cried yourself to sleep? yes
46. Sang karaoke? no
47. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yes
48. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes/no
50. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? yes
51. Kissed in the rain? no
52. Sang in the shower? no
53. Made love in a park? ...no... :|
54. Had a dream that you married someone? yes
55. Glued your hand to something? yes
56. Got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? no
57. Ever gone to school partially naked? no
58. Been a cheerleader? no
59. Sat on a roof top? yes
60. Didn't take a shower for a week? no
61. Ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? yes
62. Played chicken? yes
63. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? no
64. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? yes
65. Broken a bone? yes
66. Been easily amused? yes
67. Laugh so hard you cry? yes
68. Mooned/flashed someone? yes/no
69. Cheated on a test? yes
70. Forgotten someone's name? yes
71. Slept naked? no
72. Ever beat up one of your friends? yes
73. Gone skinny dipping in a pool? no
74. Blacked out from drinking? no
75. Played a prank on someone? yes
76. Gone to a late night movie? yes
77. Made out with anything not human? maybe ;)
78. Failed a class? yes
79. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? no
80. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? no
81. Did you celebrate the 4th of July? no
82. Thrown strange objects? yes
83. Felt like killing someone? yes
84. Felt like running away? yes
85. Ran away? yes
86. Did drugs? no
87. Had detention and not attend it? yes
89. Made a parent cry? yes
90. Cried over someone? yes
91. Owned more than 5 sharpies? yes
92. Dated someone more than once? no
93. Had/Have a dog? no
95. Own an instrument? yes
96. Been in a band? no
97. Drank 25 sodas in a day? no
98. Broken a CD? yes
99. Fired a gun? no
100. Had feelings for one of your best/good friends? no

...well, there you have it. Now, if you don't mind, I must get back to my retarded gay ISU.

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[08 Mar 2006|07:41pm]
[ mood | go figure.. ]

Don't be alarmed if I suddenly make this journal friends-only and delete many of you from my friends list. I'm planning to just delete the people on my friends list that I actually know in person...I just feel that everything about me is becoming kind of 'public'. I feel like people are 'spying' on me just for the sake of gossip or knowing stuff about me. I love gossip, but not when I'm the person people are talking about.


Anyways. Came home at like 5:15. Parents were arguing and being gay with each other. Got pissed. Went outside. Came home at like 6:30. "Started" homework. Didn't get very far with it.

Now I feel moody.

I feel like killing my dad because he's screaming and yelling like a fucking girl about god-knows-what. I don't even know who he's talking to. I think he's complaining about his job or something.

My mom is such a dumb ass. She doesn't know peoples' limits. Not mine, not my brother's, not my dad's. She's a fucking idiot. She needs to die.

I felt weird yesterday at like, 9 or something.

God, I can't waittttt to get out of this place. I don't care if I'm a few credits short for high school or if I flunk a course or something. I'm just going to drop out and get on with life as a garbage man/woman or whatever. I'll become a fucking prostitute and make money. I'll sell drugs. I don't care.


On second thought...I'm doing pretty well in school...why the sudden discouragement? God.

I'm good now :D

Fat-free chocolate pudding makes everything better.

Oh fuck...I have to memorize those gay lines...

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