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O.m.g


Holy macaroni, an update after, like...what? A year? More than a year? Oh my goodness. I just felt like writing something. So I got my accounting midterm back today and I did extremely horrible and am very upset and determined at the same time. This is supposed to be my major! I can't be doing as bad as my midterm mark! :( The last 2-3 weeks I've felt very lazy and didn't do much...I didn't even go to class! I don't know why I felt that way but its getting better.

I've picked up on a bad habit. First it was cough syrup now its actual sleeping pills...I'm trying to convince myself that there's nothing wrong with that but I know its wrong. It's just so hard to fall asleep some times and by the time I fall asleep, its actually time for me to wake up and then I'm tired for the rest of the day and can't concentrate on anything. The fear of not being able to pay attention in class (or get hit by a car when crossing the street) makes me think its okay to take a sleeping pill every now and then. How harmful can it be anyway?

Overall, university is okay. Not good, not bad. My roommates are great (thank the good lord!). In terms of grades, I was doing well and I kinda started slacking...so...I need to start doing well again before I - dare I say it - fail a course. I can't afford to fail. But I have faith in myself, I usually end up doing quite well at the end of it all not matter how much I slack and how many assignments I skip.

What else? That's pretty much it...

My parents are coming by to drop some stuff off since I wasn't able to go home this weekend (yes I know...). Oshawa is growing but still, its not even comparable to Toronto. How I miss Eaton Center. And Scotiabank theater! And Moxie's! :(

Man, its so effing hot in my room...and I'm wearing a damn sweater.

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